Try not to hate me...

Don't hate me. But today I was kind of one of those people I like to hate. Two things I hate the most: good test-takers and players.

I literally asked today during tallying up our test grades in class, "Can you get more than a 100% on this test?" Like I tried to think of a way to say it and NOT sound snotty - because I NEVER get the 100% and all four bonus points! The girl next to me sounded pretty confident that if I phrased it that way it wasn't going to sound snotty. From the collective groan of the class, I clearly failed. So I failed SOMETHING today. haha Anyways, so that was a cloud 9 feeling. I think I've become a better test/quiz taker. Two years sitting out has been good for me!

Then tonight I had some friends over. Well, I threw a party. It was small - like 8 people. But it was a success. I AM NOT A PARTY THROWER. I'm like a coffee maker and a sweat-pants wearer. At the party was N - that old friend I ran into. Also at the party was A, my "ex" (if you can call it that cuz it was so long ago) who is now engaged. Also there was D who would do anything for me and asks me out regularly. When my girlfriends that came were asking me if I was into N (who used to be into me and I think he's just a friend now), I said no. They asked if he's who I went to lunch with - no that was two different guys. My friends asked if that's the guy I've been seeing this last month. No, that's J. Do you see what kind of bullet J is dodging. I kind of cooled things with J this last week. Feeling like I'm sparing him since I'm not completely able to overlook some things about him.

So....I'm a test-acing, party-throwing player? No, I think the last 22 years of my life mean a little more than the last 24 hours. By tomorrow I'll be back to my average-brained, inconspicuous, non-dramatic life. The monster I created today is temporary, so you really CAN'T hate me, can you?

I'll be dancing

There's something about the end of a long day and... swing music on Pandora. Don't be so surprised. It makes me want to dance! I would totally swing dance in a sexy dress. How different can it possibly be from zumba (besides the fact that I wouldn't be wearing sweat pants and tennies haha)? :)  And then....a gain commercial comes on - really?? Magical air dies.....

So my brother and I are throwing a party Monday. By we I mean me. And by party I mean 6 people. He hates people - I love them. We balance each other out. :) So far on the agenda for the party is....pizza and board games. Remember I go to a conservative college! Honestly, though, even if I wasn't hemmed in by rules and regulations, there wouldn't be beer at my party anyway. I've never started drinking and have zero desire to start. So yeah I have abolutely nothing of substance planned. Guess I'll just have to rely on my ingenious witt to entertain people. Heh.

Guess what, being positive today was HUGE. My morning started that way and it just got better all day! By night time I feel like dancing! But that may have something to do with the swing music, too. When I get married someday there's going to be dancing. Even if everyone that comes is super conservative and I'm the only one tapping out to a tune - I'll be dancing.